This is my blog. My thoughts, feelings, philosophies, a record of my day-to-day activies, streams of consciousness, etc.


2022-04 - 2022-06

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2022-05-05

Dr Strange and the Multiverse of Madness
It's a bit off of Marvel's pattern to make Wanda the bad guy
Recently there was a Deathbattle , Zatana vs the Scarlet Witch
In that they also exploited Wanda's mental unstability to defeat her


2022-05-06

I recently had a really long post here about a sexual fantasy I was having
but I got to a point where I was trying to justify my desires so as to not seem so creepy
so I deleted it
This blog is supposed to be a place where I can freely get my thoughts out of my head
but I think somebody I know has found this , and is reading it
I'd like for somebody to be interested in what I'm thinking and what I have to say
but I don't want to be criticized for it


2022-05-07


2022-05-08


KEIJO!!!!
This is another anime I watched simply because of a clip on the internet
It's a bit like Girls und Panzer
In that it's a bunch of highschool girls competing in a weird "sport"


2022-05-09


2022-05-10

I installed a bunch of heavy EEWSs
They seemed unusually heavy
I hope it's because I'm out of shape
and not because my body is starting to break down due to old age


2022-05-11

I was recently reading or watching something , and the question "are you happy?" kept being asked
I asked myself the question , and decided that "no , i'm not happy"
But why am I not happy ?

A List of Possible Reasons Jeremy is Not Happy . . .
- I have goals and fantasies I will never see realized
- Opportunities have passed me by
- I spend a lot of my time hiding in my house , because all of the other humans will get mad at me , because I am having fun wrong
- My brain is constantly reminding me of past mistakes
- When calculating my encounters with other people , the negative ones far out number the positive ones
- I have no playmates
- There seems to be no chance for me to find love sex or romance
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2022-05-12

In the back yard , there is another bare patch of dirt
The previous people had laid down plastic and pebbles against the house
I turned over all the soil , and am getting ready to plant more grass seed


2022-05-13

I filled up gas tank today
for the first time since April 5th
I could have gone longer , if I didn't drive to Livonia and down river


2022-05-14


2022-05-15

This weekend , I edged the lawn
I did it by hand with a hoe
I would aim the hoe at where I wanted to cut
then jump up with both feet onto the hoe
It turned out to be quite the workout , because when I was done , my abs were killing me
In some places , the lawn had crept onto the sidewalk by a few inches
I used the sliced grass and dirt to fill in the area next to the house


2022-05-16


2022-05-17

I worked fast to get done with work by noon
So I could get my oil changed
It takes a lot longer at the dealership repair garage
but it's much cheaper , and they do a more thorough job , than the place I used to go to

I finally got the sticker on my front door telling me it's time to mow my lawn
I won't deny , it is pretty long
I took the bag off the mower and opened the side flap
The cut grass was flung everywhere , and covered me in clippings


2022-05-18


2022-05-19

I had this whole week planned out
Monday Tuesday Wednesday , oil change and mow lawn
Thursday , is the Weird Al concert
Friday is camping
But as I was checking the location of the theatre in Saginaw
I found that the concert was yesterday on the 18th
[SIGH] oh well , there's another concert in Benton Harbor in August


2022-05-20

Today , I'm trying to get all of my weekend chores done early , because I'm sure I won't have the energy to do them on Sunday
I hope Future-Jeremy is grateful

Fort Custer State Recreation Area

I brought my sailboat and my kayak
I strapped the kayak on top of the sailboat
A strong wind was coming out of the west
It caused the gas milage to drop down to 20MPG

There weren't so many of them , but the mosquitos were particularly mean

Kevin Mueller , Al Petruska (sp?) , Jay Murdock , their wives , their dogs , and one of their kids were there
We sat around the fire , chatted , and drank beer


2022-05-21

Rain was predicted , so I covered my tent with a heavy tarp
Good thing too , it rained a lot this morning

I took the kayak to Eagle Lake
Paddling around the lake wasn't difficult at all
Obviously it was easier to keep paddling than to stop and get back up to speed again
Generally , it's easy to stay upright in the kayak , until you lean over just a little
While following the edge of the lake , I discovered a "secret lake"
You can't see it from the road nor the rest of the lake
I was thinking about getting out to do some skinny dipping
but other people had found the secret , there were plenty of mosquitos , it's cold , and there's no easy place to get in and out of the kayak
The wind wasn't right for sailing

I took a short nap in the afternoon

Everybody else brought food to share for dinner
All I could offer is some burnt camp fire popcorn

We played a game of bocci ball

I party hopped a bit
but when I got back to my group , to tell them about what I discovered
they had already gone to bed
sigh , old people ...


2022-05-22

Packed up , everything is wet and will probably get moldy


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2022-05-28

I was oddly full of energy today
I checked a lot off of my to-do list

I installed the mosquito trap at the front porch

I built the frame for my sun bed
I tried to do it as cheaply as possible
but the brackets are all 'twisty'
I'll need more nuts and bolts to secure every thing

I went to the boat store to get another cleat for my new plastic daggerboard
I needn't have bothered , I just took one off the old daggerboard

I 'fixed' the wind sock by tying it directly to the swivel

I replaced all of the fly strips in the house

There are these little white flowers in the middle of the back yard
I wanted to transplant them into the garden
but I couldn't figure out exactly which plant to pull up

None of these projects were particularly complicated
It's just getting myself motivated to get started


2022-05-29

Took the sailboat out to Cass Lake
The wind was coming out of the south , so it wasn't so easy to parade around the parked party boats


2022-05-30

Super hot today
Spent most of the day inside with my clothes off


2022-05-31